Heya!
Sorry for not posting for so long but I really didn't had anything to write...
The truth is I haven't thought of anything right now either so I will just go on writing and maybe something will come out from this...
The last week I was soooo busy working and working and working some more... the weather was kinda shitty and I just couldn't get out of bed in the morning. It was just awful...
You know this feeling when you wake up in the morning, hating your alarm clock because it exists, hating yourself for setting it, hating that you were born... you just don't have the strength to get out of bed and face another day... well, if this happens once in a while, it's still okay. But if it happens 10 days in a row, well... maybe you should check what's wrong with you! Well, maybe I should... But then suddenly the weather is changing, the sun is coming forth from behind the clouds and you find everything so beautiful and you laugh and you dream and you make plans...
You then think WTF is wrong with me? Why do I hate myself for so many long days and then suddenly I love life again? Don't wait for an answer from me... I really don't know... I don't even know why I am writing this post.
Here I am now sitting in bed, a Saturday evening, with no plans to go out or whatsoever... and I really don't wanna go anywhere 'cause I'm just soooo damn tired from all the work throughout the week and all the stress.
I guess I'll just stop writing and whining like a little girl and leave you in peace too...
Drop me a comment if you like. Tell me I'm crazy, tell me you feel the same sometimes...
