Just a quote...

This is just a quote I wanted to share with you!

Got it from wonderful "Mystify me" over at www.twilightheaded.com:

"People are like stained glass windows.
They sparkle and shine when the sun is out
but when the darkness sets in, their beauty
is revealed only if there is light from within."

I must also add that I bought the Twilight DVD yesterday and I am more than happy! Saw almost the whole "Special Features" DVD and I was like... *swoon* all the time... Such a gorgeous man... *sighs*

Where is the frustration?

Heya!

Sorry for not posting for so long but I really didn't had anything to write...
The truth is I haven't thought of anything right now either so I will just go on writing and maybe something will come out from this...

The last week I was soooo busy working and working and working some more... the weather was kinda shitty and I just couldn't get out of bed in the morning. It was just awful...

You know this feeling when you wake up in the morning, hating your alarm clock because it exists, hating yourself for setting it, hating that you were born... you just don't have the strength to get out of bed and face another day... well, if this happens once in a while, it's still okay. But if it happens 10 days in a row, well... maybe you should check what's wrong with you! Well, maybe I should... But then suddenly the weather is changing, the sun is coming forth from behind the clouds and you find everything so beautiful and you laugh and you dream and you make plans...
You then think WTF is wrong with me? Why do I hate myself for so many long days and then suddenly I love life again? Don't wait for an answer from me... I really don't know... I don't even know why I am writing this post.

Here I am now sitting in bed, a Saturday evening, with no plans to go out or whatsoever... and I really don't wanna go anywhere 'cause I'm just soooo damn tired from all the work throughout the week and all the stress.

I guess I'll just stop writing and whining like a little girl and leave you in peace too...
Drop me a comment if you like. Tell me I'm crazy, tell me you feel the same sometimes...

Another bad day...

Today is a bad bad day...

It started ok but afterwards it became bad...

Last night I slept while reading a beautiful fanfic at fanfiction.net (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4689896/1/A_Cold_White_Christmas) called A Cold, White Christmas. I liked this one very much because it describes the story of Edward and Bella as it would be if Edward never returned to Forks and Bella continued (or at least tried to continue) her life. Mmmmh... there are also a lot of nice sex scenes in it... read and be rewarded. Ok, there is not so much conflicted, torn Edward in it but it's interesting. It's how someone would like it to be.

After I saw the movie in theaters in November, I totally fell in love with the story and the characters, ok... the movie was kind of "off" in my opinion but I was very curious and wanted to know more about this storie. So I read all four books... within 10 days... or better -withing 10 nights. Because I am working, I have 2 jobs... and I read all 4 books within 10 nights. I went to work like a zombie. All I was thinking of was Edward and Bella, all I wanted to talk about even... I really fell in love with the saga and I just couldnt stop. I read the 4 books in English and then my best girlfriend bought me the first one in Greek and I read it in Greek too! I had also downloaded "Midnight Sun" from Stephenie Meyers site (I couldnt keep myself from doing this... it just wasnt possible...) and ok, I think I have read all books at least 2 times each. I even started to translate "Midnight Sun" to Greek for my best girlfriend M and my sister but I stopped at around 100 pages 'cause I had so many other things to do... and now I am a fanatic fanfiction reader! I will post a link for my favorite stories here from time to time.

Ok guys, after telling you how the obsession started, I have to leave you 'cause the cake I have in the oven will burn!
Love you all! Thanks for listening ;o)))

Another woman...

Well, yes... another woman writing about Edward Cullen... how original this is! Wow! How is this possible? Well... how IS this actually possible?

I have a theorie! Why do the most women love Edward Cullen? Why do we all just melt with his gaze or sigh when Stephenie Meyer describes him through Bellas eyes? Is it his looks? Ok, sure he is handsome, has a beautiful face, a rock hard body, a tight grip, long talented fingers *wiggles with her brows* and oh so many more but the actual reason is his personality. His character. He is a gentleman, he has chivalry, he is kind and he cares about what you like and what you dont, he never wants you to do something you dont want to and even if he is trying to stop you from doing something, he does it in a nice way. Not demanding... asking.

What the f***? Why arent all the other men like that? Is it because of the way they were raised by their mothers? Is it because of the stupid society and the way they should be acting just because they do have some more meat down there? I dont know... I really would like to know though. Can somebody P L E A S E enlighten me?

Yes, I am disappointed and frustrated. Maybe it is because I do have a boyfriend, or even more... a fiance... for 3 long years... actually in the beginning of the engagement I wanted to get married and have children but now? Nah-ah! Not really! I am terrified! I dont know if he is still the same guy I was engaged too. Damn, I dont even know if I am the same girl he was engaged too. All this problems someone has to face, no money, no sex... well, its kinda shitty really...

And then, on the other hand, you have the perfection of a man. Edward Cullen. He is handsome, he is rich, well he is even a great lover but girls... sorry to wake you up... he is a fictionary character. He is a man created by a woman. Thats why he is so perfect. Thats why we all do love him. But he is not real. And no man can and should be comparated to him. So, what I'm saying is... if you are currently having relationship issues, if you currently are alone in your life searching for your other significant half... stop reading Twiligh... stop dreaming about Edward because unfortunately he doesnt exist... and thinking, reading and dreaming of him can only be bad for you... Cause if you are in the issued relationship and you start comparing him to your boyfriend, fiance, husband... you will just hate your boyfriend, fiance, husband... If you are searching for the significant other, you will just compare every new guy you date with Edwards perfection... maybe even only subconsciusly... And you wouldn want doing that.

I told you I'm frustrated already... what I will do now? Stop reading, dreaming and thinking about Edward... No way... because he is my life now... Just kidding...

I was going through -and am still going- not so happy and easy things and the Twilight saga helps me to get over these things. I just lay in my bed, read and dream about this happiness. For the time being I just cant let go...

If you think I'm crazy, should have a good lay or should bugger off... write me your comments...
If you believe that there's something in here that you feel related too... leave your comments...

I'm just gonna use this blog as a diary. Come and check back if you're frustrated too, if you dont know what to do with your life right now and feel like you have just stepped aside and wait to see what happens...

Thanks for listening guys...